2005-03-12 & 12:00 p.m.
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along with the weather, things seem to be changing for the better. the constant feeling of depression in my life seems to be leaving, slowly, and i am happier more often.

brian and i hung out last weekend and went snowshoeing. i have never done that before and i was nervous and excited at the same time. we walked through the snow (hence snowshoeing) for a while and talked and laughed and had fun. then we saw people on this pond and they were iceskating. we waited for them to leave then we took off our shoes and went on the ice. we had somewhat of a snowball fight -- if you can call it that. i attempted to make a snow angel, but the snow was too hard to move, so it didn't work. and we saw five planes fly by.

when we were out on the pond, i can honestly say i've never felt that good in my life. i was just happy. i was spending the day with my best friend and it was a beautiful day. there were planes in the sky and snow down my pants. it was perfect. and it made me think that i don't want to sit at home and feel bad for myself anymore. i want to get out and enjoy life. i want to feel like that more often. i want to live my life to the fullest and expirience all of what life has to offer. and i don't want to do it alone. i want to be with friends. they make life worth living.

and in that moment, i swear, we were infinite.

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